tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33629972011-04-21T14:38:02.973-07:00i just want--tragichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11109994825338112118noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3362997.post-102153592002-02-27T22:37:00.000-08:002002-02-27T22:37:42.713-08:00so i wrote something here and didn't post it and... grr. mom's being an evil wench.<br>so i'm dreaming of toreno even though i know it's impossible. who am i kidding? myself apparently. i want to be there. i want to skate. i want to be an olympic champion, for christ's sake. which is crazy. and stupid. and i'm going to scream if mom doesn't leave me alone. i sit and listen to songs and choreograph programs. dream of a life i could have had if i started skating at four. hmm. (moron alert.)<br>i'm sick of michael and skye's relationship. whatever she says we're not in this together. it's him + her and i'm the little third wheel that sometimes tags along. i hate that they have each other and i have no one to tell everything to, no one to trust my very essence with. i have a blogger. whee?<br>god damnit. i just want to be someone i'm not right now. i just want a best friend. i just want someone instead of having everyone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3362997-10215359?l=alexei.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tragichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11109994825338112118noreply@blogger.com